The Chester Club

When I was younger I used to make all this kind of weird things that people do to ensure your NYE wishes will be come true, but no one talk about doing things yourself and became this wishes true. As I get older I’ve had realize that NYE resolutions and wishes are more like “fantasy” they mostly will be forgotten and we will be almost the same person frustrated AF because we didn’t accomplish nothing and probably we also going to be fatter than past year…sad. But…I mean I have dreams on the daily basis that I would like to accomplish and wishing and dreaming is a good thing, I had this tough that we vibe with the universe and if we are meant to be this will bring things to us, but I am not excusing me for being lazy, making things happened require determination also…but how often are we in liberty to do the activities we want? Job and everyday life are a hard thing to do, you have responsibilities before dreams most of the times, I read once that the only thing stopping you...

I would like to get some series  about what represent to be discriminated for been a girl, like the different scenarios that I had unfortunately I had experience in misogyny and sexism from both women and males. When I was a child I never tough of sexism, I used to think that we for sure live in a very advanced era, I had never suffer discrimination for being a girl, I was a very intrepid kid, supper competitive and sporty, even I used to play soccer with boys, never heard a comment in disagree, but men how things change… The first shallow of disbelief of my empowerment start in work, I start to see or hear very “polite” and “soft” comments about what can or shouldn’t do because you know I am a girl and later the first man of my dreams, my dad once ask me if I didn’t have to go to make food? It’s late!...oh man I feel very surprised that my dad a very open minded guy tell me to leave his house because I have to go to make a duty of “girls”, I was shocked. But later I go...

So I’ve running around this idea of going solo to the movies for ages (well really for months) but I was so skeptical and mostly afraid to go, because I couldn’t stop thinking about what people will think when they see me A-L-O-N-E, I didn’t want to endure the “look” on their faces. But since my friends are too busy with their boyfriends or girlfriends, work or not having money to have a life, lately I feel I been outskating myself from the world they live in, I live by myself and I had jumped to another level of adulthood since then. So this past Saturday I wake up thinking about going to the cinema alone, I said to myself why I should miss another movie because no one is around??   Like why?? So I check the schedule for the afternoon and I select a decent hour where is not much people around, I chicken myself out like 10 times, I even text a friend looking for company but the bitch didn’t replay so I said “No more excuses” I am going, I didn’t want to feel like a loser alon...

Ciao over there!!! So...Few years ago stop wearing big erring because I used to tough it makes me look older, but now that I am a little more grown up I definitely fall in love with tassel earring and big hoops I think they look very sexy and make the outfits pop out more. So If you are feeling a little crazy over big earrings go to baublebar.com or mango.com, even in ebay I had found similar items of what I'm wearing in the next pictures.  Cheers to an amazing start of wk 

Love after Love Have you ever wonder how much you put into a relationship and what’s left for you afterwards?? I bet you do, but you really not summarize all that you did, how much did you invest, how much you changed someone life and…what about you?? Did you plan amazing romantic dinners in the sunset, prepare the most amazing pasta, bought the sexiest lingerie ever, put the most shinny make up on, fit you the prettiest clothes, made squats to have a perfect bum, did the most new haircut to look amazing and later what?? What happened when love end? I think what we don’t understand that love is not over, it should grow more even, you have yourself for the first time in a while, and someone you can carefully and totally love all day, who knows better what you like and how you feel, you don’t need nobody else to make it true. Of course it takes a time to comprehend what I’m talking about, even if you ended or not the relationship, women’s end up shrieking to pieces ...

I never realize until now, how hard human relations are, as you get older people seem to be more intricate, they have been hurt, they had loved and get lost, and the list goes on, pure tragedy. I work more than 60 hours a week, so when I’m at home I sincerely never leave, I’m tired all the time and I'm only 26 years old, I know pathetic, but when I put a feet on a bar or go crazy and spend the night out I feel so out of zone, like if getting someone to speak with me I had to look so magnificent, I’m not ugly but I’m sorry I’m not going to put tons of makeup and high sexy vamp   high heels, I know attitude counts but if I go out I want to take a big dinner, (usually sushi or greasy snacks) and drink beer like a Viking, so please someone tell me that is not the reason I’m alone. I just want to be myself, natural, casual, funny and people is just there, men are out there looking for younger preys, because sorry ladies, but 26 is old now and that’s sad, I can recall when we...